Bhau - HI there, tesr
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Webmaster - Jai Baba! See ya in about 25
Bhau - Hi testing, can you read this
Webmaster - Sure can!
babaelf - Jai Baba from Ed Flanagan in Los Angeles, where we are all looking forward to your visit very soon. In the ghazal "Liberation" (SUN RAYS p.61) is the line " O Compassionate One! You only give liberation to those souls who are gross conscious..." Does this mean that once one enters the first or other planes that one can no longer gain liberation but must go on to Realization? -ed
Bhau - Great, Bhau should be here soom
babaelf - Loud and clear! I'm a bit early as I have a patient at 7:30 and may miss the live asnwer and in case it cannot be scrolled back to at slightly later time ask Don Douglas to listen carefully to Bhau's response and he can report back to me later in L.A. -ed
Bhau - Ok, I will tell Bhau
Webmaster - This is Don and Dave the web masters of the site, if you miss it we will post the transcripts of the chat in a few days.
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FredHensley - Jai Baba
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Commander - I am still in the practice of the salute
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Ken Neunzig - hi from upstate NY
Bhau - we will be starting soon, if everone can say their names and where they are from
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FredHensley - Fred Hensley , Salisbury, North Carolina
Commander - Commander from Charlottesville VA
Webmaster - Donald and David, The Ozark Mountians of Missouri
Ken Neunzig - Small group so far( and im only here because kendra posted to Baba talk this afternoon
FredHensley - thanks webmaster for coordinating this
Ken Neunzig - can you say where and what kind of group is there in Myrtle
Ken Neunzig - can you say where and what kind of group is there in Myrtle?
Ken Neunzig - Yes, Hi! and thank you Don and David
Webmaster - JAI BABA!
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NamoMeher - Namo Meher Namo and Love to Bhau
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Ken Neunzig - Just logged on folks names and locations please?
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Ken Neunzig - MM peole leaving or getting bumbed??? (-:
Namo Meher - Jai Meher Baba to all again
FredHensley - Jai Baba
Webmaster -
Ken Neunzig - (hopefully my fingers will lossen up here sorry>>>
Bhau - Please give your name and where you are from
Webmaster - Donald and David, The Ozark Mountians of Missouri
FredHensley - Fred Hensley, Salisbury, North Carolina
Commander - Commander Charlottesville VA
Ken Neunzig - from Upstate NY
Bhau - Bhauji says, I welcome all you dear ones for this internet chat
Namo Meher - Michal from Jerusalem Israel
Bhau - ANd although we cannot see each other, but we have come together in Baba's love
Bhau - Which elminates the difference, so it is as though you are here
Ken Neunzig - thank you Bhau, I ask that Myrtle Beach treats you well so you will be strong for the NE gathering in 3weeks!
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Margaret - Jai Baba
Bhau - Myrlte Beach is treating me very well, becaues it is Baba's Home
Bhau - and the children of Beloved Baba's come here
Bhau - o they must treat each other very well
Bhau - Margaret where are you from?
Ken Neunzig - yes, we wish we could be there with you all
Margaret - Oregon
Commander - Bhauji, just wanted to let you know that the commander is still practicing the salutea
Bhau - Ahh!! I am very very happy that my Commander is practicing salute
Bhau - that when you come to Meherabad
Bhau - Salute me 1001 times
Bhau - And the you will be allowed to stay under the neam tree
Ken Neunzig - Margeret almost came to see you in India but felt the time was not yet right at the airport! (
Commander - my favorite place!
Margaret - just felt I couldn't get on the plane... oh what a night...
Margaret - almost got there... sigh
Bhau - Commander, is very very happy that without reservation
Bhau - You will have your place at Meherabad
Namo Meher - Namo Meher Namo
Bhau - Only saint can live there, and how fortunate you are
Bhau - That without demanding your place is fixed under the tree
Bhau - And very close to you there is the tomb of Moli Baba
Bhau - You can check during the night, but never do so during the day
Bhau - During the day you have to salute to the pilgrims
Bhau - Don't worry my dear sister, Magarete
Bhau - You have a place in Bleoved Baba's home
Commander - Jai Baba and much love to my brother, see you in the fall
Bhau - And this time no one will fail you
Bhau - To Commander to Mastani Ma
Bhau - How is Mastani Ma
Webmaster - Bhauji, how's your health? and thanks for coming to America.
Margaret - : )
Bhau - I think she is doing well and you are both preparing to come to India permantely
Bhau - Try for visa, and I know you will get it
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Commander - Mastani Ma is coming back from Santa Fe
Bhau - To margaret: I am also very happy that you will be coming to India
Bhau - And if possible you will see me during Meherana or LA Sahavas
Commander - We are doing just that - All in Baba's time which I believe is growing near
Margaret - do you know something I don't know?
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Margaret - I do hope to see you in Northern California... want to go to India, but no plans...
Bhau - I am not going to Mexico, so why is she going there
Bhau - I want to see her in Washington DC
Bhau - Webmaster, my health is alright
Bhau - I am very very strong, and if you want to watch my strenght
Bhau - Come to LA Sahavas where there will be a boxing match
Commander - She is coming back since you are not there to be in Washington DC when you come
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Namo Meher - Another boxing match?
Bridget - Jai Baba Bhau!
FredHensley - who are you boxing with, Bhau?
Bhau - Margaret, I am very very happy to hear this from you
Webmaster - Lordie! Baba's Mandali are tough!
Bhau - Commander, I am very very happy that she is coming to washington
Bhau - I have to teach her some lesson
FredHensley - Bhau, I thought you were a wrestler?
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Bhau - How to behave under the tree
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Bhau - Because people will come to her and bow down to her
Bhau - They will bring fruits, food, and water
Bhau - So you both will have no trouble
Bhau - I will take all your money when you come there
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Commander - Yes you must teach her for I failed @ teaching her
Bhau - And you both will be under the tree
Bhau - Depending upon the food and fruits from others
Bridget - Q: who is Bhau talking about - being under the tree?
Bhau - You don't worry dear commander, I will teach her, and you will see how obedient she becomes
Bhau - She will also obey you
Bhau - But don't forget her to salute her every morning
Commander - That is good because people will bring very nice food - no sugar, no fat, no taste, no worries
Bhau - So that people will not see, otherwise they will pay no respect towards you
StephenNancyShevPhx - JaiMeherBaba Dear Bhau
Bhau - Where is StephenNancy from?
Commander - She has me trained very well
Bhau - Bhau is speaking about Mastani Ma
Bridget - thank you
StephenNancyShevPhx - We are living in Phoenix Arizona these days for a long time
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Bhau - Commander I am very happy to hear this. You are really becoming wise
Bhau - So far you have become one person twice
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Bhau - Sarah, where are you from?
Bhau - Any questions?
Commander - Bhauji, I must log off and give others time with you we will see you in Washington DC
Bhau - where SB from?
Bridget - How are you feeling Bhau?
Sarah - London
Bhau - Question here in Myrtle Beach
Bhau - IN a ghazal it says, Little does the world know that this maddness makes me see you in each particale of existence
StephenNancyShevPhx - Bhau, we are Stephen & Nancy
Webmaster - Bhauji, That night, January 30th 1969 when The Beloved audibly spoke to you, What was your reaction? What did you think?
FredHensley - Jai Baba Bhau
sb - sb is from AU (Aust)
Bhau - I am very very happy that you, Sarah, have appeared on the internet
Bhau - When I was in London I was waiting for you
Namo Meher - Shev family Jai Baba
FredHensley - will you comment on the five 20 year periods of the manifestation and what to expect after 2009?
Bhau - Anyway, I am coming back to London on July 19 or 20
Bhau - And I will be there for 10 days
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Bhau - So please don't forget to see me
Bhau - I know that you are very busy, that is why I am giving you advance notice
Sarah - This is my first time on an internet chat and I still haven't got to see you in London...thank you
StephenNancyShevPhx - JaiBaba Dear Namo-Michal-Meher
Sarah - Where will you be speaking in London?
Bhau - To Sarah, it is good that at least you have appeared on the internet
Bhau - And there are so many persons hearing your name
Bhau - So now you will become very popular in Myrtle Beach
Bhau - And they are extending their invitation for you to come over here and stay at least for a week
Bhau - You will see Universal Clean Queen here
Dan Dolby - Dan Dolby,
Bhau - So don't forget to get some time to visit Myrtle Beach
Bhau - You always visit New York, but Myrtle Beach is Baba''s home in the west
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Bhau - Dan where are you from?
Namo Meher - Dear Bhauji its so good to be in your company again
Sarah - What or who is Universal Clean Queen?
Bhau - To Jim in Myrtle Beach
Dan Dolby - Jai Baba Bhauji.....I'm from eastern pennsylvania, near Philadelphia...and the Delaware Valley Group with Frank and Diana Bloise live nearby, for instance
Bhau - My dearest Jim, I was talking about Madness in my ghazal
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Bhau - That madness is quiet different
margiek - Hi, Bhau and everyone. My mom and I are safely back in Florida after a great stay at the Baba Center and visit with you, Bhau. How are you? We send much love.
Bhau - When you lose your gross consciousnes
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Bhau - And enter into the subtle world and experience energy
Dan Dolby - Good to hear you in such impetuous good spirits!
Bhau - When you cross the subtle world you enter into the mental world
Bhau - Losing the consciousness of the subtle
Bhau - So there are two planes of mental world
Bhau - 5th and 6th
Bhau - When you are on the 5th plane, then you become master of the thought section of mind
Bhau - And here you hear the voice of God
Bhau - When you enter into the 6th plane then you see the effulgence of God
Bhau - And what is that effulgence
Bhau - Evern in every particle of the gross world you see the effulgence
Bhau - You don't see the from
Bhau - Everywhere you just see the effulgence
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Bhau - newbie where are from and your name?
Bhau - Jenny, where are you from?
sb - newbie (earlier incarnation of sb) logged off, as Opera browser doesn't refresh so it didn't work.
jenny - myrtle Beach
StephenNancyShevPhx - When Mo Mast says he see's "Dada" (Baba) everywhere, Is this Effulgence what he is seeing?
jenny - i just took a bus from school to see you this week
jenny - ill be at the barn tomorrow :)
Bhau - Jenny, I will be very very happy to see, I will be there by 10:30 Am
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jenny - then i'll be there by 10:15
Bhau - My dear David and Don, on the night of 30th Jan, 1969
Namo Meher - I hope to be able to come to Meherabad for the coming Amartithi
Bhau - When Baba said to me remember this I am not this body
Bhau - I felt the impact of these words, I never felt before
Bhau - So many times Baba would say that He is not this body
Bhau - But when Baba said to me, I am not this Baba
Bhau - The impact was so great that I can never forget it
Ken Neunzig - bhau, can you remember anything about the sound of baba's voice that night?
Bhau - At 11:00 that night he said to me in Hindi Yad Rak
Bhau - These two words came out of his voice
Bhau - His voice was very feeble but powerful
Bhau - It touched my heart. Then through signs he said I am not this body
Bhau - Then again at midnight He made gestures and said, Remember this I am not this body
jenny - yes, at last summer's youth sahavas here in myrtle beach, there were some photos of Baba's body...i can't explain it really, but there was a feeling of detatchment
Bhau - So only two words came out of His mouth and that was Yad Rak
Bhau - But I did not tell anyone that Baba said to me Yad Rak
Bridget - which translates as?
Bhau - He spoke to me because I knew that it was not the breaking of His silence.
Bhau - His breaking of Silence means to give awarness of God to the humanity
Bhau - So I kept quiet. THough I was effected very much
Bhau - And next day at 12:15 PM, Baba dropped His body
Bhau - But the impact is still here with me in my heart
Bhau - when I was in hospital and cancer surgey was performed
Dan Dolby - Did you tell anyone?
Bhau - Some followers of Rajnesh came to the hospital and they told me that Rajnesh was telling them that Meher Baba was observinbg
Bhau - silence and he delcared many times that he wou;d break his silence and he tried and tried and he could not speak
Bhau - Because if anyone observes silence for 7 years then their vocal cords do not work and they cannot speak
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babaelf - To webmasters: ed flanagan back again. Cannot scroll back pages to opening of chat. Did Bhau get a chance to answer my question on the ghazal and liberation?
Bhau - When I heard this then I could understand why Baba uttered those 2 words to me
Bhau - To show the world that He could speak
Bridget - same old, same old
Bridget - goodnight
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Bhau - But His silence was for His Universal work
Bhau - And when His Universal work is completed and the world will become aware of his Divinity
Sarah - So what does Yad Rak mean?
Bhau - There will be complete turn towards the Divine Sun, and the whole humanity will see the Divine Sun
Bhau - And the push to the world will be weaken
Bhau - So that awarness in the humanity will show that Meher Baba has broken his silence
Namo Meher - Yad Rak = Remeber this
Bhau - The breaking of His silence means the turn towards Divinity and not to remain attached to the world
Bhau - That will be real breaking of His Silence
Sarah - Thanks
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Bhau - So my dear David and Donal know well that which you have given
Bhau - Through the awakening, you may add this that those words were very very powerful
Bhau - And then only I came to know that Baba's breaking of His silence, means giving awarness to the humanity of God
Bhau - There will be total change in the world
Bhau - The low desire will diminish in everyone, the pull towards the world will lessen
Bhau - And the pull towards Divinity will become strong, That will be Beloved Baba's universal manifestation and the breaking of His Silence
Bhau - Terry, where are you from
jenny - Bhau, are you at the Blum's?
Bhau - The voice was very very feeble, but very powerful. It touched my heart and it became feeling for me
jenny - where are you tonight?
terry - Jai Baba dear Bhauji, Remember you always ask "Should I try?" and I always give you my ancient advice, No Do not try!! Can't wait to see you in
Bhau - It did not remain in the form of words, but they became feeling
Bhau - Yes at the Blum's
jenny - are you having ice cream?
jenny - what's going on over there?
Bhau - Terry, I will again ask you, Try Try, I will never forget
terry - Whoops , can't wait to see you in Washington D. C. in July Robert send his love.
Bhau - You may say that you will not try, so I will try until the time I become completely tired
Bhau - And when I become completely tired, you will be dead tired, so we will both observe silence
StephenNancyShevPhx - Dear Bhauji, Has my "little" brotyher jeff from NY been entertaining you with good humour? -Stephen
sb - So Bhau (I have been running around outside with the dog so may have missed) but II think you are saying Meher Baba has not really broken the silence yet - the silence that would bring sweeping changes. I thought I heard a big boom in early 1969. ;-/ Seriously I was in grade 6 at the time so I tell people I think I may have heard the sound of thunder rolling across the countryside on a fine day.
Bhau - dear sister Teryy, you will se me definitly in Washington DC in july, i am coming there
Bhau - Don't think I am trying to come, I will be there, so be there
Bhau - Give my love to dear Robert
Bhau - Now I am telling those who are here the meaning of trying
Bhau - She came to my office and she said that what are you doing?
Bhau - I said I just remain busy with the work day and night
Bhau - So I was thinking I get tired, so I was thinking of taking LSD
Bhau - She said no please do not take LSD
Bhau - People say they get strong by taking LSD, so I want to take, and she no no neveer try it
sb - I agree. LSD is an overkill.
Bhau - So I say should I try, and she says no do not try
Ken Neunzig - not the stuff for tirednes
Bhau - SB, what you heard at that time was not Baba's breaking of His silence
Bhau - But I am very very happy that you heard some noise
Bhau - Baba's silence when it will be broken, there will be no noise and no sound
Bhau - There will be silent voice and that voice will be very powerful
Bhau - The whole world hear that voice internally
Bhau - And there will be change in the world
Bhau - But everyone will not get God Realization
Bhau - Everyone will get awarness, And that awarness will differ from person to person
Bhau - Just like, there will be complete about turn towards the Divine Sun
jenny - sounds good
StephenNancyShevPhx - Just for the record, for those who do not know; Baba told us to stay away from drugs such as LSD etc.
Bhau - Some will be near the sun, and others will be far away
Dan Dolby - Bhau...you may have answered this another time...if so please igore....did you tell anyone about Baba speaking to you at the time....and why so long before you told everyone else?
Bhau - Because the whole humanity will turn towards the ocean and everyone will see the sun
Bhau - But those from the far distance, they will see the sun but their awarness of the sun will be less
Bhau - So it will differ from person to person
Sarah - Jai Baba and Goodnight...
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Bhau - Everyone will not have the same awarness, but the pull towards the world will becme less
Ken Neunzig - good night Sarh yes its late in england
Bhau - Dan, Bhau had said that it was not yet the time to tell others
sb - And Bhau what do you feel re the "new humanity". Is it already here in a sense?
Dan Dolby - Thanks, of course...but that part I get...."why" it wasn't time and who knew/decided that is what interests me
jenny - are you guys having ice cream over there?
Bhau - Yes, there is ice cream
jenny - im jealous
jenny - i think i'll make myself a rootbeer float
StephenNancyShevPhx - lately it has been feeling like 100% garlic chutney here; so maybe ALL the ice cream must be where Bhauji is!
Webmaster - Bhau?
Bhau - Dear sister Jenny, I had ice cream only once
Webmaster - What flavors do you have over there?
Bhau - Sugar free and fat free, Now everyone has come to know that i eat
jenny - hehe, where Bhau goes, the ice cream follows?
Bhau - sugar free, fat free, fiber free, and taste free food
terry - Bhauji, I still advise you after all these years - Never try!!! It's wonderful being on this chat with you Bhauji. There must be a beautiful bubble out there in cyberspace.
jenny - lol
Bhau - So they want me to eat something, so once I got fat free and sugar free ice cream here
Bhau - Yesterday, others were eating ice cream, and I said I did not want to eat
jenny - so what is your favorite thing to eat?
Bhau - But Sue from London, brought sugar free fat free ice cream, so I ate. I am still here
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margiek - Bhau, my "mommy" says to teel you she wishes you were here in our home in Fla. to use our computer. We enjoyed being with you last week in Myrtle Beach.
Keith G - Jai Baba, Bhau. I'm glad you are still here!
Bhau - Back to Yad Rak, I did not tell anyone about those 2 words because I knew that it was not breaking of His silence
Bhau - But when I heard the question from the followers of Rajnesh I could understand why Baba said to me Yad Rak and I feel free to tell others
Bhau - There is no limit to why. Why? Why? this will go on, unless we lose our intellect
Bhau - So because of that why, I said openly that Baba said to me in feelbe voice Yad Rak. Again there is why, and I have no anwer
Bhau - It is between me and my Beloved. This is the secret. So I don't want to say anymore about that
Bhau - I am also very happy to be here my dear Keith. So don't go to India before me, otherwise you will be examined medically for Sars
sb - I think most things are between people and God. The rest is just chat.
Keith G - So I understand. At least one should not go via the East.
terry - Bhau this is Robert in Washington, loking forward to seeing you soon. It is always a surprise when you turn up noone ever expects it
Webmaster - We respect that privacy and appreciate all that you have shared about that night.
Bhau - Dear Marge, I wanted to go to Tampa, Chicago, and Portland, but the doctors are very strict and they did not allow me to go to so many places
jenny - absolutely, thank you!
Bhau - And I do not know whether they will allow me to come to the West again
Bhau - So please send your loving petition to the medical team at Meherabad
Bhau - And if the medical team allows I will definitely come to Florida and use your computer
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Bhau - Though I don't know how to us, I know how to dictate.
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Bhau - My dearest Robert, I will definitely visit Washington, it is in my itenerary
Namo Meher - Dear Bhauji thank you and much love Namo Meher Namo
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Bhau - From Washington I will go to London. So be prepared, I will give you lot of trouble when I come to Washington
Manjusha - Dear Bhauji Jai Baba! looking forward to seeing you here
Bhau - I hope you and sister Terry and children are fine, and I think you will come to London with me
margiek - Great! We are on the east coast in Titusville, Fla We will look forward to your visit. I will be happy to take dictation for you!
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Bhau - My dearest sister Manjush, I am also looking forard to seeing you I want to hear your singing
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StephenNancyShevPhx - Margaret , are you our Dear Margaret James?
Bhau - When you came to Meherabad, I saw you very rarely, but when I come to Washington, know well that you have to be there
Margaret - yes it's me : )
Bhau - And you have to cook for me, fat free, sugar free, fiber free, salt free, but it should be very tasty
Margaret - hello, Stephen & Nancy
Bhau - LuckyLake, your name and where are you from?
Manjusha - Thank you Bhauji.. I missed you in Meherabad..
jenny - id like to take that challenge
luckylake - Ali Nasim and Asim from the beautiful lake
jenny - ...maybe
Manjusha - I am happy you liked my cooking..
StephenNancyShevPhx - Dear Bhau, let me introduce you to Margaret who writes wonderful poetry.
StephenNancyShevPhx - She has not been to India yet
Bhau - Manjusha, you are really a good cook and you not only cook idle somosa, you cook many dishes and sing very well. So keep ready, when I come there
Namo Meher - Shev family love in Baba
StephenNancyShevPhx - Love to you Dear Namo-Michal, we miss you
Manjusha - Sure Bhauji,... I will.. and I am learning Harmonium..!! remeber you asked me one time...I followed your advise and practicing..
Bhau - My dearest sister Nancy, if sister Margaret has not come to India, she will have to come, don't worry she will get the urger to visit India because her share is in the tomb
Bhau - And no one can stop her
Bhau - from going there
jenny - i must go and unpack my things, but i will see you in the morning Bhauji, bright and early!
Bhau - she will have that urge one day and definitely she will go there
jenny - and anyone else who can keep up
Margaret - (Margaret has the urge... she doesn't have the $)
Dan Dolby - Thanks to Bhau and all....sweet goodnight...jai baba
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Bhau - Now the situation is such that during Amartithi, that is Baba's anniversary of dropping of his body
Manjusha - Bhauji, will you be there on Saturday 24th in Myrtle beach?? we will be coming on 23rd night..
jenny - i feel Margaret's pain....tell her to save up w/ me, i'll see her there!
Bhau - 1000's and 1000's people come. And I pray to Baba, please slow down your manifestation because we cannot arrange for so many people
Bhau - Wait until we die, then let them come, because all young ones will take the charge ad have the strenght to cope with this
Bhau - So tell sister Margaret she can wait there is no harm. When we die she can come, no one will stop her
Margaret - I don't want to wait!!!
Margaret - I want to meet everyone I can!
Bhau - Manjusha, I will be very very happy to see on 23 MAy, and I wll also be here on May 24 and May 25th I proceed to Boston. So you do come
jenny - good night
Margaret - (no dying til' I come.... unless it is the "real death"
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Bhau - And also you do sing in the Center
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Bhau - Don't forget to sing, Namo Meher Baba
Bhau - People will like this song very much
Bhau - Bring your harmonium
Bhau - Because I don't see anyone having harmonium
Manjusha - sure..I will...Thats' excellent!! see you...I am extremely happy to meet you...
Manjusha - I am still a student.. But it is Baba's grace..
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Bhau - I am also very happy that my dear sister Manjusha is keento visited Baba's home in the west
StephenNancyShevPhx - Baba's Fire is burning brightly in Dear Margaret
Manjusha - ok Bhauji.. I will let you rest...and other people might want to chat with you... Good night all!!
StephenNancyShevPhx - Is there a song "Namo Meher Baba" I must learn it. - Stephen
Manjusha - and Jai Baba!
Manjusha - yes there is
Bhau - The reservation people of the Center tell me that there is a waiting list. And I think that you must have got the news that you can come on 23rd of May. That is why you are coming on 23rd and for you I am here on 23rd and 24th
Bhau - You are so nice and so considerate my dear sister Manjusha
Bhau - Yes, there are many who may ask questions, so you take rest
Bhau - and let me attend to the question of others
Manjusha - Oh.thank you Bhauji...well Jai Baba..take care.
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Bhau - Stephen if you want to learn this song Namo Meher Baba then you must contact Manjusha from washington
Bhau - This song was song in Andera South India when Baba made His first visit there
Bhau - It is a very good song and Baba liked it
Bhau - I don't remember, I only remember Namo Meher Baba and no more
StephenNancyShevPhx - Thankyou Bhauji, I always like to leqrn about the songs that Baba liked.
Webmaster - What does Namo mean?
Bhau - dear Stepehn I am happy that you liked those songs which Baba liked. So you must have a good collection
Bhau - Namo means salutation
Bhau - Just now when I said I only know this much Namo Meher Baba
Webmaster - Thank You
StephenNancyShevPhx - Only a few really, I learned from Korshed and heard from Adi and others
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Bhau - So my daughter Debbie sang one line Namo Meher Baba, Avatar Namo dev deva
Bhau - Any other questions?
sb - "Great is Meher Baba Avatar, Great God, God is he!"
Bhau - Good Stephen that at least you know a few songs which Baba liked, and you sign those songs.
Webmaster - How is Bal Natu doing?
Bhau - How fortunate you are, go on singing
sb - I had to look it up ;-/
Bhau - We will be closing at 9:30
Bhau - Bal Natu is the health official
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Bhau - He has to look after the health of the district
Bhau - He bears lot of burden. So he is very weak, and he cannot walk
StephenNancyShevPhx - Actually, Bhau, I haven't sung them in public yet, but I know to play the melodies on the Balalaika
Bhau - Very recently, just before I left, I saw him walking on the veranda. He took only one round
Bhau - But he looks as though he is improving. Let us see. Baba's call he has not yet received
StephenNancyShevPhx - the few I can remember, at least
Webmaster - Please tell him we love him
FredHensley - Bhau, JaiBaba, should all Baba lovers visit the Samadhi?
Bhau - Dear Stephen, go on singing in public, don't feel shy
Bhau - If you come to India, I will sing along with you, though I have the voice of a donkey
Bhau - Dear Fred, there are more and more people visiting the Samadhi. During the summer the pilgrim center, darmsahlla, and hostile D remaind closed and no pilgrims are invited
StephenNancyShevPhx - If my idiot brain would let me remember the words, I would gladly sing always...and surely if Baba's Grace permits it I will happily sing duets with you in India!
Bhau - But one day I went to Samadhi in the afternoon, and I saw many visitors there.
Bhau - And therefore though the Center is closed and there is no place to stay, still the visitors come during summer
Bhau - And many visitors I was also amazed to see.
margiek - Bhau,last week you spoke of love for Baba being an experience rather than a decision or a feeling. Could you speak more about this? Sometimes I have feelings of waves of love for Him.
StephenNancyShevPhx - Dear Siddhu had a thick book of his collected songs that Baba liked...Ioften wonder what became of thart book?
luckylake - Jai Baba Bhauji! from the beautiful lake...we hope to see you soon Ali Nasim and Asim
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Bhau - Fred, all Baba must go to Samadhi, because Baba has put the treasure there
Bhau - And each one's share is there at the Samadhi
Bhau - If there is intense love for God, then the share will go them
Bhau - when intense love is there, one cannot talk. So it is better to go and take the share
meherjack - ji Baba, Bhau and all.
Bhau - And each time when one goes, he gets little share, not the whole share, because it depends upon the thirst, So everyone gets little by little,
Bhau - But when the share is allocated, then you will have to take it, even if it takes ages.
Bhau - My dear sister Marge, decision is taken through mind
Bhau - Love is beyond the domain of mind
Bhau - Love makes the mind weaker and weaker and mind feels scared of love
Bhau - So how one can take decision for love?
Bhau - I can write a volume, but they will be just words, no value
Bhau - Baba has said, God does not listen to the language of tounge which constitutes mantra,
Bhau - God does not listen to the language of mind which constitutes mediation and concentration
Bhau - God listens to the language of the heart which is silent voice of God
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Bhau - So please don't take decsion. Dont listen to the mind. Dont listen to the tounge. Just feel Love for the beloved.
Bhau - My dear Stephen, Baba had writen many ghazals. But the original ghazals were with his friend Bailey who had joined Baba
meherjack - how does one feel this love, Bhau?
sb - halt. who goes there.
Bhau - But when he went to Hyderbad he died there, and no one knows who took away the manuscript that Baba made.
braveone - Bhau - have you taught anyone how to write ghazals?
Bhau - But copies people had taken, and Baba asked me to write down the ghazals from copies. Korshed had copies, and when we were in Guruprasad Korshed whould dictate
Bhau - There were many mistakes, and when we went to Meherazsad, I would read out to Baba and He would correct
margiek - Bhau, you also talked of love for God being different from feeling or emotion. Could you say more about this? Thank you.
Bhau - So I had a copy. Later on Adi would visit west and east, and his talk would be ghazals of differnt poets and also of Baba
Bhau - And when Adi came to know that I had the ghazals collected by Baba he asked me, and I gave him that corrected copy
Bhau - There was one student who was living at Trust compount, and every night that boyu would come to Adi, and Adi would explain to him about the ghazals which Baba had written. Then Adi expired
braveone - Bhau - will you teach Westerners the rhythm of the ghazals so that we may write ghazals in English?
Bhau - And I wanted to get that copy, I could not find it, it Adi's
Bhau - treasure, but I found his dirary that said a copy was givien to that boy who had come to him eveyday. And unfortunately that boy also expired. He was in college
Bhau - So I told the parents, they were Baba lovers, and they searched and searched but they could not find the copies
Bhau - So I do not know how it happens, Baba's original things disappear. And if it is found after ages, how would we know if it is Baba's orginal
Bhau - Same thing happend about Baba's book. But we found 39 pages that was orignal
braveone - Bhau - will you teach Westerners the rhythm of the ghazals so that we may write ghazals in English?
Bhau - But 2 volumes are still there, but these are not originals. Somebody had made copies. It is from Baba, no doubt, but it is not in His own hand
Bhau - I do not know when it will be found
Bhau - Just like Koran came into picture and people say that God would write one page everyday and Mohammad would take down.
Bhau - And so people may say that God would give Baba one page everyday.
Bhau - I do not knwo what will happen
Bhau - But this much I know that the collection of ghazals which Baba corrected, it just disappered
Bhau - Narshowan, has got one copy, but it is not original
Bhau - And mistakes are there
braveone - Bhau - will you teach Westerners the rhythm of the ghazals so that we may write ghazals in English?
Bhau - The time is over, thank you very much for taking part in the chat
Ken Neunzig - Jai Baba Bhau thank you
luckylake - Jai Meher Baba!
meherjack - no, thank YOU, bhau... jai Meher Baba.
Bhau - It was very nice. Those who are sitting here, they feel very happy though it is not talk it is a chat
FredHensley - thank you Bhau, good night, Jai Baba
Margaret - Jai Baba Bhau, thank you for this chat...
Bhau - They send all love to you including me
margiek - Thank you, dear Bhau. Goodnight to you and all.
Webmaster - Goodnight Bhauji
Bhau - and they do not think that they missed a talk today, they are very happy and I am happy
braveone - well they didn't miss a talk
braveone - and it was barely a chat
Bhau - They feel that they met Baba lovers from the States but not from Canada and China
meherjack - I'm so happy tht I was able to catch some of it...
Bhau - Because they are suffering from Sars
StephenNancyShevPhx - Thankyou so much Bhauji, we are hoping baba makes it possible to see you on this tour to the West
Bhau - Jai Meher Baba
Webmaster - For anyone who would like to read the transcript of this chat it will be posted on JaiBaba.com within the next 24 hours even for Bridget!
Webmaster - Jai Meher Baba!
FredHensley - Thanks Webmaster for making this happen
meherjack - Thank you! jai Baba!
StephenNancyShevPhx - Jai Meher Baba
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FredHensley - Jai Baba to all here tonight, be well
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Margaret - Sweet Stephen, how are you?
margiek - Thank you , webmaster, for all your help in spending more time with Bhau.
Webmaster - See you all at the next chat!
StephenNancyShevPhx - Hello Dear Margaret, Jai Baba...I am happy to be here!
StephenNancyShevPhx - almost missed it
Margaret - thank you Webmaster!
margiek - When will the next internet chat be?
StephenNancyShevPhx - Nancy found kendra's post as it was progressing already
Margaret - : ) Stephen... I wondered where you were...
Webmaster - Sunday night, June 8th from The Northeast Gathering.
braveone - who is the Webmaster?
StephenNancyShevPhx - I knew there would be a cht with Bhau from Meher Center, but i knew not when till now
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Webmaster - The Northern California chat is Tuesday, June 24, 2003, from 4:30 PM - 5:30 PM PST (7:30-8:30 PM EST).
StephenNancyShevPhx - Margaret, will you be able to see Bhau at Meherana?
Margaret - I think I might make it down in June... after the 19th?
Margaret - Yes, in Northern California... I'm going to try
StephenNancyShevPhx - Braveone: I have been meaning to ask Bhau to teach to me the meters or rythms of the Ghazals as taught to him by Baba for years now, but no such opportunity has beenthere yet
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Bridget - you guys still here?
Bridget - M
Bridget - hi M
Margaret - Hi Bridget
StephenNancyShevPhx - welcome back Bridget
Bridget - is Bhau still around?
Margaret - where'd you rush off to?
Webmaster - We are Donald and David from the Ozark Mountains of Missouri
StephenNancyShevPhx - still logged on from Blum's computer, but chat has ended
braveone - well, he's not really giving a chat if he doesn't answer at least most questions
Margaret - hello Donald & David... thanks for the chat
Webmaster - Thanks for joining!
StephenNancyShevPhx - anyo9ne still there on computer at Blum's in Myrtle beach?
Bridget - I was at work still while "listening"
Bridget - I've heard that story before - gets redundant
Margaret - ah... yes...
Margaret - I hadn't really heard that before...
braveone - b
Bridget - well, it's been said before
Bridget - adn before
Bridget - before
Bridget - and before
StephenNancyShevPhx - On these chats, the questions are read to Bhau by the one on the computer, there is a room full of live people also asking questions too maybe...He gets to answer as many as he can in thee time we have, yoiu should see him live and ask him again.
Bridget - don't get me wrong
Margaret - I had read bits a pieces... but not from Bhau
Bridget - I love the old dude
Margaret - (bits and pieces)
Margaret - I know you do...
braveone - Nancy - yeah, well I'd like to learn how to write a ghazal in ENglish before he dies
Margaret - Stephen, how is everything in Phoenix?
StephenNancyShevPhx - Dear Bridget, many have never heard these stories...please check the jaibaba website and read the transcript, I think Bhau added some new aspects today after you left.
Webmaster - And it shall be told again and againand again!
Bridget - about what? aspects about what?
StephenNancyShevPhx - personally, I never tire of hearing them, I sem to hear something new each time
StephenNancyShevPhx - If my short term memory loss was not there i could tell you...so check through the ttranscript yourself when it gets posted to see
Bridget - well, that's a relief Stephen - I am glad someone gets something from them
Webmaster - Read about it in Bhauji's Awakenings section on this site
Margaret - actually it was interesting to me because as I had been told it
Margaret - before it seems to me that it was said that this was Baba breaking His silence
Bridget - I do enjoy them more in person
Bridget - is joyous to watch
StephenNancyShevPhx - The transcripts of the chat will be posted on JaiBaba.com within 24 hours someone tiold us eartlier
Bridget - but he could be saying abracadabra over and over
Margaret - so, that is what I expected to read... and was surprised when it wasn't
Bridget - oh that's right, I was expecting a translation for Kad Rak
Bridget - or something
Margaret - Baba saying abracadabra or Bhau saying abracadabra?
Margaret - did you get that?
Margaret - the translation?
Bridget - I enjoy watching Bhau and feeling his love for Baba
StephenNancyShevPhx - Yes there is that............Yad Rak= 'REMEMBER THIS"
Bridget - could be saying any words, and even sometimes when he's ahrd to understand
Bridget - feels like they are just any words
Bridget - it doesn't matter when you are actually physically there
Bridget - because his bliss takes over the room
Margaret - oh, that is lovely...
StephenNancyShevPhx - Yes, Dear Bridget.......there is nothing to equal sharing Baba's Love with His Mandali in their living presence
Bridget - and so he could be saying abracadabra or feefifofum
Margaret - : )
Bridget - but in a chat setting it is a bit different
Bridget - is important in a chat room
Bridget - dialectic that is, is important
StephenNancyShevPhx - What Bridget says is true, because I have expereinced that on Bhauji's tours.....Baba is in the room embracing each one, and Bhau's words can become a hum in the background
Bridget - maybe more like a music
StephenNancyShevPhx - Ah, but also therer is the fact that i have experienced Baba doing likewise right here in this room on these chats with Bhau!
Bridget - Baba is always more palpable with mandali contact
Bridget - at least at first
StephenNancyShevPhx - yes, really....more than music; especially when one can actually hear his words