To: All Dear Ones
By email:
Date: May 25, 2001
Subject: Bhau’s “Awakening” of 25th May -- A Big Heap
of Green Grass, Infinitely High
Beloved Avatar Meher Baba Ki Jai!
Today (25th May), in the early morning at about 4:00
a.m. I woke up. The thought came in my mind, “Why is
there so much inequality in the world?”
All of a sudden a voice came to me, and I heard,
‘Inequality! Do you remember what happened in Poona?
The day when I went to Bund Garden from Guruprasad?
My car was stopped when I reached Bund Garden.
“A blind beggar came near the car, and he said, ‘Give
one rupee to this blind beggar, you wealthy persons.’
“I asked Pendu to give him five rupees. The blind
beggar accepted the money, and he said, ‘God will give
you more.’ The he left.
“‘Do you know who this man was?’ I asked the Mandali
who were with Me. ‘In his past life he was a king,
but he would not care for his subjects. People in his
kingdom were harassed continuously. They were
suffering, but this one was enjoying and enjoying.
Nobody was able to make any complaint to him. If any
complaint was brought before him, he would give hard
punishment to the complainer. Now the same person is a
blind beggar in this birth. He does not know that in
his previous life he was a king.
“It is the same -- as you sow, so you will reap.
Whatever deeds you perform, you will get the result
accordingly. This life is nothing but the game of
deeds. In the world you find there are rich people,
and there are poor people. There are some who enjoy;
there are others who suffer and suffer. Why does it
happen? It is the result of the deeds you perform.
There are those people who are dishonest, they deceive
people, they collect wealth, and they enjoy. But they
don’t know what will happen to them in their next
birth.
“In this particular age, you just find more and more
inequality. It is the result of selfishness, greed,
greed for power, jealousy, hatred and all low desires.
Low desires are increasing like anything. That’s why
suffering is there and keeps increasing more and more.
“It is said that this is a progressive age. Science,
indeed, has made a lot of progress. Yet at the same
time, suffering is also increasing more and more.
Inequality is there to the greatest extent. Science
has progressed enormously and invented all sorts of
comforts, but people are not happy. They are suffering
to a greater and greater degree. More and more
diseases we find in the world. So scientists keep most
busy as they invent newer and newer remedies.
“You wonder why there is inequality in the world.
There can never be equality, because each one performs
different deeds and collects sanskaras (impressions)
accordingly. Unless everyone has the same sanskaras,
how can there be equality? It is impossible.
“Consciousness has to undergo different experiences
for its progress. Every sort of experience
consciousness must have, and therefore, equality will
never be possible.
“There is only One Reality, inequality that is the
sense of Oneness. God is indivisible; He cannot be
divided. God is infinite. God is in everyone and in
everything. That means everyone and everything are
One. This Oneness is indivisible. Therefore, when
people have the sense of Oneness, then all this strife
will go away. And Oneness you cannot have unless you
love God, Who is in everyone and in everything.
When you do, you have this feeling of Oneness. You
cannot hate anyone. You cannot deceive anyone. You
cannot achieve your selfish motives at the cost of
others. You cannot harass anyone, because you
cultivate love for others, thinking that, ‘If I do all
this, then of course, I cannot please God.’
“So when you do such things, know well, that you have
to suffer and suffer in your next birth. That’s why
you find that there is so much strife in the world,
and people suffer and suffer.
“The false sense of equality creates hatred, jealousy,
while the sense of Oneness creates love. Therefore,
honesty is the most important factor. You should be
honest. You should be truthful. And you should be
loving. If you do not have these qualities, then you
create material for your own suffering, and you know
it not.
“I am the One. I always forgive. No one realizes my
compassion. I just see how people are behaving with
each other. How they are creating material for their
own suffering. How they have become selfish, greedy,
dishonest. What I am doing for them, nobody knows.
“During My physical lifetime, I have collected the
green grass. It is a very big heap of green grass,
infinitely high. I have put a little fire underneath.
Because the grass is green, it takes time to dry up.
Once it dries up however, it will catch fire. The
fire, because it is underneath the infinite heap, can
only dry up a small portion, which will catch fire.
Then another portion. It will go on and on. So what
is this heap?
“Unnatural impressions.
“These unnatural impressions are created by greed,
selfishness, dishonesty, hypocrisy, deception,
adultery, etc. Because I love all, and all are My
children, so these mischievous children will also be
benefited through My work. All those unnatural
impressions which are being created will be burned in
the fire of My love. Then there will be peace in the
world.
“I am working infinitely hard for this. And I am
infinitely active. When the heap of green grass is
finally burned, the world will have awareness towards
Divinity. Everyone will feel Oneness. That is My
mission.”
And then I did not hear anything more.
With all love and Jai Baba to you
Bhau
Meherabad
Friday, 25th May, 2001